this is my goodbye to you.
i'll never forget the way you made me smile...
it's funny how you still love the person.
you just stop needing them like you used to.
i think the reason i still have feelings for
you is because i'm terrified. i am terrified
to let you go. there's no one else like you.
i've come to realize that he's just a guy,
a special one maybe, but he's not mine.
i don't need to do things to make him love me again.
if he wanted to, he would.
don't waste your time with people who
don't make you feel alive.
so cry your eyes out darling,
he hurt you when he said he never would.
so many broken promises and lies,
so many heartaches and tears.
all the pain he put you through,
he doesn't deserve a girl like you.
i know things are going to be different now.
but just so you know, i'm always going to be
there for you. i love you. until death.
at night i drink myself to sleep and pretend
i don't care if you're not here with me
cause it's so much easier to handle
all my problems if i'm too far out sea.
i only wanted to be wonderful and wonderful is true.
in truth, i really only wanted to be wanted by you.
i didn't say all the things i wanted to say,
and i can't get back what you've taken away.